Dismay

Yeah, at times I really miss ya,
But what more can I do but try to forget you.
My continuous daily battle..
I try and I try but I still continue to fall..
And land on this dirty gravel.
It seems to line my life,
Like my sadness and dismay.
No more physical pain,
Only the pain of lost memories remain..
Needing them not to exist but they do.
And to that all I can say is Thank You.