What is love when your in love with a douche..

Is it really love when you give your all to a douche?? NO! **WARNING** ** WARNING** this can be detrimental to your health. Why give your all to someone that doesn't reciprocate the emotions or actions? WAKE UP! This can't possibly be love. You can't possibly be IN love with a person who uses you and walks all over you.. This is equivalent to them walking outside on a nice sunny day and stepping into a HUGE pile of steaming dog shit.. Then mossing on over to your place and tracking shit marks all over your domain.. You can wipe away the shit marks but the smell lasts a while. Why deal with it? Just don't allow them in! Leave your shit at the door and move on. Take it from me, a person who suffered from third degree burns to the heart, being with them does not justify the lingering smell of poo!
Please be cautious of the following:
Pretty Girls.
Pretty Girls that are pregnant.
Pretty Girls that are pregnant and have nowhere to go.
Pretty Boys.
Pretty Boys that have babies.
Pretty Boys that have babies and don't take care of them (they may knock you up).
Pretty Boys/Girls that have ugly hearts.
Pretty Boys/Girls that lie about the smallest things.
Pretty Boys/Girls that have cheated in their past relationships, history repeats itself!
Pretty Boys/Girls that ask your friends to sleep with them. Even if it's a joke IT"S STILL NOT FUCKING CUTE!
Remember, You are worth much more then the above. Even if they aren't as pretty as you would like them to be what matters is that they have a golden heart. What really matters is that they make you feel like the King/Queen you really are. Love is blind and sometimes it takes a lot more for us to realize what a scumbag a person can be.. but if your gut tells you that something just isn't right well then FUCKING LISTEN! Spare yourself and count your loses.. It'll be better for your mental health in the end.

Me, in the third person.

Awoken by the sun with a gentle kiss to her eye lids, she was as content as the first time she ever embarked on a journey through the abyss. She honestly felt that today the earth took a deep breath and inhaled all the sun ray. She awoke and said what a beautiful morning. -Val

Sunshine. My little ray of light.
I awoke this morning and it felt like I was awakened by your kiss.
I swore I heard the pitter patter of your little feet streaming across the floor.
I opened my eyes with anticipation to see your face.
The little glimmer of light in your eyes.
Unfortunately it was just wishful thinking.
I miss you my daughter. I miss you terribly.
How I wish I could turn back the hands of time and change things.
But what's done is done and these adult games are affecting me.
One day we will be able to sit and talk about these events.
And hopefully you will understand why "I wasn't there".
I miss you my inspiration. I miss you my bundle of joy.
Lets hope this time passes quickly so that we can embrace each others joys..

Illustrations by Raul Allen

Daily Love Horoscope..

for me the libra..

Daily Singles:
Don't be surprised if an ex starts sniffing around, wanting to get back together. You've been down this road before, more than once and with the same result. If you want to listen to all the new arguments, go ahead -- but it's all the same old, same old. Just you watch.

Hmmm.. wow. Well if it does happen I already know what my reaction will be.. FUCK YOU!

God Loves Ugly..

I really want to marry her. One of the dopest girls I have ever come across (well on the world wide web). thank you youtube and AE for putting me on.

BBC/Ice Cream Suade Hight Tops

Though BBC is mailny knonw for it's exclusive clothing designs they have designed this very cool pair of kicks. The first pair features a red leather and suede tonal upper accented by a white midsole stripe, and white inner lining. The second colorway yields a blue suede base with a white midsole stripe, a bright blue sole, and bright blue laces. Both sneakers have rather simple designs and colors, but the price tag for them is quite high.

Kanye West for Louis Vuitton boating sneaker

Kanye does it again. I will definitely have to purchase the all white boaters. So clean and pretty.. Another $500 or so of my money.. gone..

Todays horoscope..

Overview
You're feeling sentimental today. It could be your thoughts go back to a long lost ex when you hear a song on the radio. Or the news of your elementary school being demolished makes you cry. You shouldn't get disturbed by these eruptions of emotion. You're just working through some stuff and even if you're not consciously aware of what these issues are, you need to give yourself time to do it. Don't feel the need to make excuses or suppress what you feel.


hmm interesting.

Amsterdam Anyone?

Being that my 25th birthday is nearing and rather quickly I have decided that i want to go away.. Amsterdam has always been a place of spectacle and wonder with all it's great canals.. and I think that is exactly where I want to go!
Anyone up for the trip???

Ex-Factor - Lauren Hill

Definitly an oldie but still very much a goodie!
Sumerizes my feelings for the day.
Lets remanice to the fall of '96!



It could all be so simple
But you'd rather make it hard
Loving you is like a battle
And we both end up with scars
Tell me, who I have to be
To get some reciprocity
No one loves you more than me
And no one ever will

Is this just a silly game
That forces you to act this way
Forces you to scream my name
Then pretend that you can't stay
Tell me, who I have to be
To get some reciprocity
No one loves you more than me
And no one ever will

Hook:
No matter how I think we grow
You always seem to let me know
It ain't workin'
It ain't workin'
And when I try to walk away
You'd hurt yourself to make me stay
This is crazy
This is crazy

I keep letting you back in
How can I explain myself
As painful as this thing has been
I just can't be with no one else
See I know what we got to do
You let go and I'll let go too
'Cause no one's hurt me more than you
And no one ever will

Repeat Hook

Care for me, care for me
I know you care for me

There for me, there for me
Said you'd be there for me

Cry for me, cry for me
You said you'd die for me

Give to me, give to me
Why won't you live for me
(Repeat)

This Diva..

Has got me wrapped around her finger.. I don't know why i find her so attractive as she really isn't the type of girl I would generally admire, but their is just something about her..

Louis Vuitton Reporter Bag Spring/Summer 09

Love them.. I like the more subtle approach. Not to say that my Louis Vuitton Monogram book bag isn't of my liking but i can't really bring it out to much.. I hate when people look at it and want it. Don't ask why.. it's just a huge pet peeve.

Air Yeezy

Definite neck snappers!

Alife Spring 09

Leave it up to sneakers to make me a happy little camper!
When will this horrible obsession disappear.. Hopefully never!

Blow-up-Doll fashion

By far the most interesting concept for a spring zip up. Using blow up sex dolls as the insparation for this spring line, Sander Reijgers, owned his inventive creation.
I wouldn't wear it for the life of me but we got to give credit where credit is due.. Most originial zippie of the season goes to you, Sander.

and one day she will know how much I was worth..

I can deal with her not being here. I can deal with her goodbye.. but I cant deal with the sight of her. Why is that just looking at her smile makes my heart drop to the pit of my stomach? I know she's toxic.. She's lethal.. I need to stay away. but do I give up all of our common friends? Avoid looking at pictures of them in fear that I may see her? I just need to get over this feeling. I need to step back and look at the bigger picture. She betrayed me.. She broke my heart.. She's keeping the only good thing in my life away from me. She doesnt desurve my feeling of longing and love. She desurves nothing from me at all. This really isn't fair, I shouldnt have to continue feeling anything for her. This should have been a painless process after what she did to me.. But I do still care and I do still love, yet in time this will all fade and she will only be a far off memory. Thankfully. Thank you time for allowing me to heal.

On a lighter note, wasn't I just the cutest! Pimping the aviators even back then!

Stealing Ideas..

Is fun when it comes to posting a big picture of animals on your page.. Thanks to D*A for the "insparation"

Koala's can be cute.. but beware. They can rip your face off!

Alexander McQueen Fall 09 Collection..

Alexander, You are somewhat off but I love it. Very trippy Collection.

A.R.C. NIKE AF1 and accompanying T-shirts

Alife always has some great sneakers in store.. But these are just amazing, and this coming from and ANTI AF1 supporter.. While in H.S. a fresh pair of white on white AF1s were always the safe way to go when picking out an ensemble for the day, but after 4 yrs, 10 pairs and about $700.00 down the toilet I got tired of the unfair investment. The creasing, simple smudges and noticeable scratches just became to much to deal with and I moved on and vowed to never purchase a pair ever again until NOW. Check out the kicks bellow with the custom accompanying T-shirt.. Super fresh.

Ex Girlfriends are like..

AIDS, We have no cure for them, they completely drain you and end up killing you in the end!!

Quote by Mua.

May I have this for my birthday please??

you have 7 months to save up for it, I know you guys can do it!

Lamborghini Insecta

Lady Gaga is my hero.

“Writing a record is like dating a few men at once. You take them to the same restaurants to see if they measure up, and at some point you decide who you like best. When you make music or write or create, it’s really your job to have mind-blowing, irresponsible, condomless sex with whatever idea it is you’re writing about at the time.”

Porn anyone?

Poster done for the "A CELEBRATION OF JUNE" exhibition, wow! By Corle1(flickr). Having fun creating a typography based on 70´s Porn...

When graffitti was art..

Check out this little video put together back in the late 90's about KAWS.. Super dope writer whom I'm sure we have all seen up a few times in our lives.. I mean he is only ALL FUCKING CITY!

Andy Hixon

Andy Hixon, the 26 year old Manchester art prodigy has taken the art world by storm. He has enlisted clientele from all walks of life. His very mosaic and distorted sense of art has brought him a long way. I can't wait to see what this young man has in store for the future.