Listening to Mr. mayer Yesterday I zoned out and actually listening to the greatness that is "Im Gonna Find Another You" and well it was very fitting to the emotions streaming through my body and soul..
Song of the day:
John Mayer-Im Gonna Find Another You
It's really over, you made your stand
You got me crying, as was your plan
But when my loneliness is through, i'm gonna find another you
You take your sweaters
You take your time
You might have your reasons but you will never have my rhyme
I'm gonna sing my way away from blue
I'm gonna find another you
When i was your lover
No one else would do
If i'm forced to find another i hope she looks like you
Yeah and she's nicer too, yeah
So go on baby
Make your little get away
My pride will keep me company
And you just gave yours all away
Oh, now i'm gonna dress myself for two
Once for me and once for someone new
I'm gonna do some things you wouldn't let me do
Oh i'm gonna find another you
Friday, February 27, 2009
States and marijuana laws..
To all my cyphing hommies we're one step closer to being able to enjoy our Medical Cannabis in public with no fear. Reports released yesterday are saying that we are one step closer to a more reasonable life style for medical marijuana users. According to U.S. Attorney General Eric Holder, President Obama will give the power to each state to make their own medical marijuana laws and the federal government will have no word nor the right to prosecute Care Givers, Shop Owners and patients. This is a huge break through given the amount of people who have gotten arrested in the last 16years for providing a more holistic and natural form of medication for people suffering from cancer, Aids and severe body pain. As stated by President Obama, who's own mother passed away due to cancer, that he saw no difference between morphine and medical marijuana for pain relief. They both serve the same purpose with the exception that medical marijuana does not contribute to the poisoning of your liver, and for those that say medical marijuana will increase the potential for lung Cancer.. Lets look at the facts THC which is the main component in marijuana can help reduce the possibility of lung cancer. THC's main compounds help stop the growth of tumors and the spreading of the cancer to other vital organs. All the while morphine only stops the pain with no curing side effect. Let's be real friends, Marijuana is a miracle drug that has been used for thousands of years to help ones physical ailments, so why should the government feel the need to interfere with something that comes naturally from the earth? Let the states make their own choices regarding the issue and controlling it the way we control prescription drugs such as Adderal, Vicoden, Morphine and all these lab made "helpers".
Why should someone that is paying their taxes and helping others in need have to go to jail when he is doing nothing wrong in his own state? If the state passes Medical marijuana use the federal government should not be able to impose and unlawfully arrest contributing citizens of society. How about we look at the big picture, why doesn't the federal government spend all the money they do on raiding grow farms, shops and patients on creating a sustainable health insurance program for the people whom can't afford open heart surgery? Why don't they spend that money on contributing to the hundreds of millions of dollars students have to pay banks due to loans for college?
Thank you Mr. president for giving us another reason to have hope in you and your office.
http://www.sfgate.com/cgi-bin/article.cgi?f=/c/a/2009/02/26/MN2016651R.DTL
http://www.sciencedaily.com/releases/2007/04/070417193338.htm
http://www.onlinepot.org/medical/positivepot.htm
Why should someone that is paying their taxes and helping others in need have to go to jail when he is doing nothing wrong in his own state? If the state passes Medical marijuana use the federal government should not be able to impose and unlawfully arrest contributing citizens of society. How about we look at the big picture, why doesn't the federal government spend all the money they do on raiding grow farms, shops and patients on creating a sustainable health insurance program for the people whom can't afford open heart surgery? Why don't they spend that money on contributing to the hundreds of millions of dollars students have to pay banks due to loans for college?
Thank you Mr. president for giving us another reason to have hope in you and your office.
http://www.sfgate.com/cgi-bin/article.cgi?f=/c/a/2009/02/26/MN2016651R.DTL
http://www.sciencedaily.com/releases/2007/04/070417193338.htm
http://www.onlinepot.org/medical/positivepot.htm
Friday, February 20, 2009
A little about me..
1. are you left handed or right handed?
Right Handed.
2. whats your middle name?
Dont have one.. Mom thought Valentina was long enough, which I would have to agree with.
3. how many piercings do you have?
1 in each ear and my lip.
4. tattoos?
At this moment I only have 8. In the process of covering the entrie bottom half of my right leg. Got some on the top of my back, back of my neck and one that only very lucky girls can see.. ;)
5. do you read your horoscope?
No stoped that shit long ago. Nobody can tell you what your future holds, only you can make everything you wish for a reality.
6. do you believe in that stuff?
Eh, its bullshit.
7. can you do a cartwheel?
Haha probably not, I haven't tried it in a very long time.
8. do you have bangs?
um, no.
9. do you have contact lenses?
um, No. The single thought of touching my own eye ball freaks me out.
10. can you drive?
Hell yeah
11. what do you drive?
Whatever car comes my way.
12. Do you drool in your sleep?
I'm not even going to begin to lie. I have in the past but only when I was completely drunk out of my mind.
13. do you lick your envelopes or use a sponge?
Ew, i would never lick an envelope.
14. do you keep a journal?
in the process of continuing my last journal that I stopped writing in three years ago.
15. what languages do you know?
English and Spanish fluently. Use to go all nuts with the Greek but I forgot a lot of it..
16. do you like onions?
I freaking love Onions.. How odd.. but then again I love all food except for Green Peas, parclie and goat cheese.
17. do you like cotton candy?
I love it!
18. what's your bedtime?
it depends on what day of the week.. M-F its whatever time I fall asleep while watching TV and well on the weekends, we have to party it up.
19. how many pillows do you have?
Oh man pillows are my fetish.. I have 10 pillows and only sleep with two.
20. do you like to dance?
only with people who know how to dance.
21. do you like to sing?
I love singing. I wish I would have followed my dream..
22. do you like to talk on the phone?
It depends on who's on the other line and well how much of an interesting conversation we're having..
23. how many times have you moved houses?
oh Man lets see the first time I moved out of my moms house at 20. Lived there for 3 years and then just this Feb 1st I moved into a new apt with my skank of an ex gf whome cheated on me in the crib I paid for so I said fuck that im out and just moved 15 days later back to my mothers house.. How fucking sad is that?? But I'll be moving out of there shortly if all goes well!
24. do you believe in ghosts?
Yes I do.
25. is your room messy?
Hell No! I hate people walking into a dirty house or room. My mother tought me better then that.
26. whats your favorite outfit?
Lets see.. Probably the sweater I am wearing at this moment (Gray, Purple, Dark Gray Striped horizontally), Dark Denim Straight Leg Jeans with my Dino Jr's. Got to always have a fresh pair of kicks on though!
27. are you a morning person?
I've gotten use to waking up early but dont fuck with me while I'm on the train becasue you will hear my mouth.
28. what do you put on hot dogs and hamburgers
hot dogs- ketchup, mustard and onions (see I really do Love them)
hamburgers- cheese(which would make it a cheeseburger lol).. mayo.. ketchup.. lettuce.. onions
29. do you sleep with socks on?
All the time. I cant live without socks on at all times.
30. are you ticklish?
hm wouldnt you want to know..
31. are you shy?
If theirs a really hot girl in the room, yeah. lol Don't ask me why..
32. whats your favorite feature (on yourself)
My Lips, My Boobs and My Eyes.
33. what will you name your daughter?
I already have a daughter and she will be the only Daughter I have and I named her Aaralyn Skylar.
34. son?
Jaiden Riley
35. where's the farthest place you ever traveled?
Brazil
Right Handed.
2. whats your middle name?
Dont have one.. Mom thought Valentina was long enough, which I would have to agree with.
3. how many piercings do you have?
1 in each ear and my lip.
4. tattoos?
At this moment I only have 8. In the process of covering the entrie bottom half of my right leg. Got some on the top of my back, back of my neck and one that only very lucky girls can see.. ;)
5. do you read your horoscope?
No stoped that shit long ago. Nobody can tell you what your future holds, only you can make everything you wish for a reality.
6. do you believe in that stuff?
Eh, its bullshit.
7. can you do a cartwheel?
Haha probably not, I haven't tried it in a very long time.
8. do you have bangs?
um, no.
9. do you have contact lenses?
um, No. The single thought of touching my own eye ball freaks me out.
10. can you drive?
Hell yeah
11. what do you drive?
Whatever car comes my way.
12. Do you drool in your sleep?
I'm not even going to begin to lie. I have in the past but only when I was completely drunk out of my mind.
13. do you lick your envelopes or use a sponge?
Ew, i would never lick an envelope.
14. do you keep a journal?
in the process of continuing my last journal that I stopped writing in three years ago.
15. what languages do you know?
English and Spanish fluently. Use to go all nuts with the Greek but I forgot a lot of it..
16. do you like onions?
I freaking love Onions.. How odd.. but then again I love all food except for Green Peas, parclie and goat cheese.
17. do you like cotton candy?
I love it!
18. what's your bedtime?
it depends on what day of the week.. M-F its whatever time I fall asleep while watching TV and well on the weekends, we have to party it up.
19. how many pillows do you have?
Oh man pillows are my fetish.. I have 10 pillows and only sleep with two.
20. do you like to dance?
only with people who know how to dance.
21. do you like to sing?
I love singing. I wish I would have followed my dream..
22. do you like to talk on the phone?
It depends on who's on the other line and well how much of an interesting conversation we're having..
23. how many times have you moved houses?
oh Man lets see the first time I moved out of my moms house at 20. Lived there for 3 years and then just this Feb 1st I moved into a new apt with my skank of an ex gf whome cheated on me in the crib I paid for so I said fuck that im out and just moved 15 days later back to my mothers house.. How fucking sad is that?? But I'll be moving out of there shortly if all goes well!
24. do you believe in ghosts?
Yes I do.
25. is your room messy?
Hell No! I hate people walking into a dirty house or room. My mother tought me better then that.
26. whats your favorite outfit?
Lets see.. Probably the sweater I am wearing at this moment (Gray, Purple, Dark Gray Striped horizontally), Dark Denim Straight Leg Jeans with my Dino Jr's. Got to always have a fresh pair of kicks on though!
27. are you a morning person?
I've gotten use to waking up early but dont fuck with me while I'm on the train becasue you will hear my mouth.
28. what do you put on hot dogs and hamburgers
hot dogs- ketchup, mustard and onions (see I really do Love them)
hamburgers- cheese(which would make it a cheeseburger lol).. mayo.. ketchup.. lettuce.. onions
29. do you sleep with socks on?
All the time. I cant live without socks on at all times.
30. are you ticklish?
hm wouldnt you want to know..
31. are you shy?
If theirs a really hot girl in the room, yeah. lol Don't ask me why..
32. whats your favorite feature (on yourself)
My Lips, My Boobs and My Eyes.
33. what will you name your daughter?
I already have a daughter and she will be the only Daughter I have and I named her Aaralyn Skylar.
34. son?
Jaiden Riley
35. where's the farthest place you ever traveled?
Brazil
The Healing Process Beggins..
So as you all may already know, Nathalie and I are officially over. After realizing what grimmy Shit was going on i have decided to part with the thought of ever being with her again. Despite having a child together shit would never be the same and I know for my own mental health I must move on. So if any of you know of any single ladies send them my way.. This healing process has begun!
And the song of today is Cold Shoulder by the wonderful Adele. If you haven't experienced the magic that is Adele you must check her out. Truly beautiful in that None blond, tooth pick, barbie wanna be kind of way and if I must say she probably has the most amazing voice of our generation.
You say it’s all in my head
And the things I think just don’t make sense
So where you been then? Don’t go all coy
Don’t turn it round on me like it’s my fault
See I can see that look in your eyes
The one that shoots me each and every time
You grace me with your cold shoulder
Whenever you look at me I wish I was her
You shower me with words made of knives
Whenever you look at me I wish I was her
These days when I see you
You make it look like I’m see-through
Do tell me why you waste our time
When your heart ain’t admitting you’re not satisfied
You know I know just how you feel
I’m starting to find myself feeling that way too
When you grace me with your cold shoulder
Whenever you look at me I wish I was her
You shower me with words made of knives
Whenever you look at me I wish I was her
Time and time again, I play the role of fool
(Just for you)
Even in the daylight when you*re dreaming*
(I see you)
Try to look for things I hear but our eyes never find
‘Though I do know how you play
You grace me with your cold shoulder
Whenever you look at me I wish I was her
You shower me with words made of knives
Whenever you look at me I wish I was her
You grace me with your cold shoulder
Whenever you look at me I wish I was her
You shower me with words made of knives
Whenever you look at me I wish I was her
And the song of today is Cold Shoulder by the wonderful Adele. If you haven't experienced the magic that is Adele you must check her out. Truly beautiful in that None blond, tooth pick, barbie wanna be kind of way and if I must say she probably has the most amazing voice of our generation.
You say it’s all in my head
And the things I think just don’t make sense
So where you been then? Don’t go all coy
Don’t turn it round on me like it’s my fault
See I can see that look in your eyes
The one that shoots me each and every time
You grace me with your cold shoulder
Whenever you look at me I wish I was her
You shower me with words made of knives
Whenever you look at me I wish I was her
These days when I see you
You make it look like I’m see-through
Do tell me why you waste our time
When your heart ain’t admitting you’re not satisfied
You know I know just how you feel
I’m starting to find myself feeling that way too
When you grace me with your cold shoulder
Whenever you look at me I wish I was her
You shower me with words made of knives
Whenever you look at me I wish I was her
Time and time again, I play the role of fool
(Just for you)
Even in the daylight when you*re dreaming*
(I see you)
Try to look for things I hear but our eyes never find
‘Though I do know how you play
You grace me with your cold shoulder
Whenever you look at me I wish I was her
You shower me with words made of knives
Whenever you look at me I wish I was her
You grace me with your cold shoulder
Whenever you look at me I wish I was her
You shower me with words made of knives
Whenever you look at me I wish I was her
Friday, February 6, 2009
How it was supposed to be..
A little something by Ryan Leslie.. Definitly words the way I feel right now..
Fresh like the kiss of morning dew
That's how it felt that day we met
And I first laid eyes on you (yeah)
It's like you walked right about my fantasy
And then you left that day
Girl why, did you abandon me
Baby you'll see when you
And I wonder if you'll ever find out how it was supposed to be, baby
Said I wonder if you'll ever find out how it was supposed to be, baby
Now when I think back to the days you were mine
Oh how I wish I can flip a switch to turn back the hands of time (oh baby)
You were the one that made me real
Now that you're gone tell me what in the world am I suppose to feel.
Without you here with me
And I wonder if you'll ever find out how it was supposed to be baby
Said I wonder if you'll ever find out how it was supposed to be baby
Listen
Something tells me I've been robbed
Of the love I felt that you should have given
Never thought you would leave me on my own
But I see that it's over
And I hope one day you're mine
And I wonder if you'll ever find out how it was supposed to be baby
Said I wonder if you'll ever find out how it was supposed to be baby
And I wonder if you'll ever find out how it was supposed to be baby
Said I wonder if you'll ever find out how it was supposed to be baby(yeah)
Fresh like the kiss of morning dew
That's how it felt that day we met
And I first laid eyes on you (yeah)
It's like you walked right about my fantasy
And then you left that day
Girl why, did you abandon me
Baby you'll see when you
And I wonder if you'll ever find out how it was supposed to be, baby
Said I wonder if you'll ever find out how it was supposed to be, baby
Now when I think back to the days you were mine
Oh how I wish I can flip a switch to turn back the hands of time (oh baby)
You were the one that made me real
Now that you're gone tell me what in the world am I suppose to feel.
Without you here with me
And I wonder if you'll ever find out how it was supposed to be baby
Said I wonder if you'll ever find out how it was supposed to be baby
Listen
Something tells me I've been robbed
Of the love I felt that you should have given
Never thought you would leave me on my own
But I see that it's over
And I hope one day you're mine
And I wonder if you'll ever find out how it was supposed to be baby
Said I wonder if you'll ever find out how it was supposed to be baby
And I wonder if you'll ever find out how it was supposed to be baby
Said I wonder if you'll ever find out how it was supposed to be baby(yeah)
In Repair
With this song, i shouldnt have to explain myself. Thank you Johny Boy..
Too many shadows in my room
Too many hours in this midnight
Too many corners in my mind
So much to do to set my heart right
Oh it's taking so long i could be wrong, i could be ready
Oh but if i take my heart's advice
I should assume it's still unsteady
I am in repair, i am in repair
Stood on the corner for a while
To wait for the wind to blow down on me
Hoping it takes with it my old ways
And brings some brand new luck upon me
Oh it's taking so long i could be wrong, i could be ready
Oh but if i take my heart's advice
I should assume it's still unsteady
I am in repair, i am in repair
And now i'm walking in the park
All of the birds they dance below me
Maybe when things turn green again
It will be good to say you know me
Oh it's taking so long i could be wrong, i could be ready
Oh but if i take my heart's advice
I should assume it's still unsteady
Oh i'm never really ready, yeah, oh, i'm never really ready
I'm in repair, i'm not together but i'm getting there
I'm in repair, i'm not together but i'm getting there
I'm in repair, i'm not together but i'm getting there
I'm in repair, i'm not together but i'm getting there
I'm in repair, i'm not together but i'm getting there
I'm in repair, i'm not together but i'm getting there
Too many shadows in my room
Too many hours in this midnight
Too many corners in my mind
So much to do to set my heart right
Oh it's taking so long i could be wrong, i could be ready
Oh but if i take my heart's advice
I should assume it's still unsteady
I am in repair, i am in repair
Stood on the corner for a while
To wait for the wind to blow down on me
Hoping it takes with it my old ways
And brings some brand new luck upon me
Oh it's taking so long i could be wrong, i could be ready
Oh but if i take my heart's advice
I should assume it's still unsteady
I am in repair, i am in repair
And now i'm walking in the park
All of the birds they dance below me
Maybe when things turn green again
It will be good to say you know me
Oh it's taking so long i could be wrong, i could be ready
Oh but if i take my heart's advice
I should assume it's still unsteady
Oh i'm never really ready, yeah, oh, i'm never really ready
I'm in repair, i'm not together but i'm getting there
I'm in repair, i'm not together but i'm getting there
I'm in repair, i'm not together but i'm getting there
I'm in repair, i'm not together but i'm getting there
I'm in repair, i'm not together but i'm getting there
I'm in repair, i'm not together but i'm getting there
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